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grandparents.
Saturday, December 12, 2009


so, what i've been dreading has finally come.
i know people all die one day, but death is so alarming. so disarming.
when i see him on the hospital bed, he looks so small.. so vulnerable..
what happened to the man who used to wheel me around in the market trolley? who gave me spelling, who read me hong lou meng when i felt bored? who argued with me heatedly?
who told a 12 year old girl that he believes she can make it, even when the whole world thought otherwise?
theres nothing i can do about the fact that he is suffering. does he want to pass on? does he want to stay? does it help if we knew?
when death comes, everyone becomes helpless.

many things we're doing now is more for us and not for him. why?
i just want him to stop suffering. that will be.. the saddest thing and at the same time the happiest thing that can happen now.

ah gong, i hope you know that no matter what we are there for you. and i want to let you know that you are not alone in this. death comes to everyone whether early or late in life. you've had 4 children, 7 grandchildren.
you will be survived by us.



11:37 PM

KANJANI!

liting!

If you can't get rid of the skeleton in your closet, you'd best teach it to dance.

EITO!


PAAAAAN!


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